I've been on internet hiatus. Well, kinda. It's been really, really hard for me lately. I've been stressing out, a lot. Yesterday sucked. I woke up at 1:30, showered, played a board game with Drake, threw up, bad bad nosebleed, threwup+anothernosebleed at the same time, went to bed. That's the extent of it. All the while, I'm non-stop nauseous and my whole body aches. I don't want to eat anymore. I don't want to sleep anymore. It's like I fear the thought of going to sleep... so, I don't. I just lay there in bed flipping aimlessly through channels. I'm a mess and I'm always on the verge of throwing up, crying, or 'losingmymind'..... No appetite. Yadda, yadda. However, I AM at Starbucks right now! ...and I'll admit, I have a caramel frap. So maybe I'm not completely losing it. Today has been better, I'll admit. Nausea gone. I still feel like I've been kicked down a flight of stairs, brought back up, and pushed down again. Yeah. Not fun. Drake said not to worry, he'll take care of the posting for tomorrow. I'm going to stay in bed for as long as possible. I'm 21 tomorrow at midnight!... hopefully Drake will have things taken care of and he'll be here tomorrow evening? Yeah. I'm hoping to be moved out of here and win with him, soon. Things in my current location are..... insane to be nice. I can't handle it anymore. I need to get away to heal. I've been keeping up with 365. It's been very, very hard these past few days but I made a commitment.
Here's yesterdays and then todays.
I kicked his ass.
Mmm.
Anyway, I hope you are all doing wonderful and having an amazing week!
Also, if you're on Facebook PLEASE become a fan of my Photography page, or even add me! I'd love to talk. :)
Photography page- http://www.facebook.com/pages/Lauren-Ashley-Photography/111832078839686
Personal- http://www.facebook.com/laurenashleyftw
With love,
Lauren Ashley
I "liked" your page. The photography is wonderful! Very inspiring.
ReplyDeleteI feel you - I seem to have caught some weird cold/flu/bug thing, euck, i hate being ill! i had planned awesome things to do this week and thus far I have...slept! fun..not! here's hoping you feel better soon though hun!
ReplyDeletesorry to be a pain but i just noticed i muffed up my html in my box for my button - when you feel better and have a chance would you mind changing it to the new and improved html on my bloggy please? sorry - i've been, like you, trying to remodel my blog and me + html = not a good match!!
anyways - hope you feel better soon xoxoxo