My disease test came back negative! I'm glad. But that doesn't mean I'm cleared and 'ok'... They drew more blood today for another test to make sure it wasn't a fluke, basically. Then I come off of my blood thinner in December to allow me to really get some blood testing done in January. Hopefully we'll get to the bottom of this soon. In the past month since I haven't really been out, I have been stressed, and I haven't been eating right, I've gained about 15 pounds. Lovely. Just when I beat having one disease, I remember that I have another that is hanging off of my back waiting to take me down. /sigh. I'm hoping to get this blood disease thing cleared so I can go back to eating salads and veggies a lot. I love them, but I can't eat them hardly anymore.. especially as much as I'd like to. It's kinda depressing. I was looking at dropping 20-25 lbs before the wedding. Now I'm going to have to lose 30-35. Joy. My life is awesome. Just awesome. Thank goodness Drake is there for me though. I'm going to overcome this though. I have to. I want children. I want to be healthy. I want to beat this disease. Anyways.. Went to bed at 4 last night, woke up at 8:30. I'm going to sleep GOOD tonight.. good and hard and looooooooooooooooong.
:)
You are perfect exactly like you are. You don't need to change anything about yourself or your gorgeous body. I love you. I'm so glad you're getting through this baby.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad your results came back negative. But, don't give your hopes up if the next tests come back in the way we don't want them. I--and others-- will be there for you. :)
ReplyDeleteYayy!
And you don't need to step on a scale. If you do, you're going to hell. kk?
:)
-Britt
K.
ReplyDeleteI GO TO HELL IF I LOOK AT A SCALE.
GOT IT.